Sleepless night

Tonight....don't know what happen....2.00am, my eyes and brain are still so so active....is it because of the tea during my dinner just now?? or there is something else?

A few things happen today.....during the dinner, reply a friend's sms, to mention just only want to be a normal friend....well, can't understand for a friend who just met twice, how far he knows me....maybe I'm type of people who doesn't believe on 1st sight in love....unable to understand, he said he likes me very much, and don't know what to do to "having" (yong you) me. Well, feeling a bit of vomit by the time I read that sms. For the last two times we met, I seldom told him my things as well. Can say that he doesn't know me, how could he say about likes? What is "like"? Well, maybe I should forgive a guy such as him, who doesn't have experience in getting along with girls....should be....I do not mean to hurting people, just....I might not know what will happen in future, but I am sure what I don't want to be in my life....

Met a friend who do not meet up for a few years...used to be a very close friend last time....well, people said, smell is a good element to flash back your memory....and tonight it might be true....anyway, I only allow myself to "ki siao" just for one night....

Read an article just now, and there is a sentence that impress me very much...."You can teach techniques, but u can't teach passion"....wow! passion about work!

Received an email today, about a story of a hooker in China, who used to be a school teacher in a primary school. She was raped for the 1st time when she went to meet the Education Minister to raise up fund to rebuild the school after a thunder storm night. Later, she became a prostitue with her dream to earn money to pay for her students' school fees and improve the school's study condition. How a powerful will, until she died. A wonderful person who can not been justified by her job.
Last night listenning to 98.8 DJ Li Yeh's programme....a girl sms her, asking does she think "pei jiu nu: lang" is a proper job? Li Yeh's answer stunned me for a while....a new concept which has not touched my heart so near before....she said, not only "pei jiu nu: lang", even a prostitue, she think is a proper job. In her dictionary, those people who did the crime, able to work but do not want to work and just getting money from family, those involve are only considered as not having a proper job....A person who use his/her own ability to earn for a living is already living with respect....with the two story linked together, it really gave me a new thinking which changes my life, in a way that I might not realise....

Life is full of unexpectedness....Learning along the way....