Life updates

Long time didn't drop by to write anything here, since early of February. Wow, more than one month! Don't have time, and more accurately to say, don't have a good mood to sit down to write :)

A lots of thing happened in the past one month.

A few good movies I watched since the last one acknowledged to you, "Happy Birthday". I watched: Blood Diamond, The Pursuit of Happiness, Andy Lau's movie "Mo Gong". I like Leonardo Dicaprio in Blood Diamond more than in The Titanic. Emm, could I say that I don't believe in "fairy tales" which a man will ride a white horse to come to save me? I prefer a man in real, has some of shortage, but still consider a good man, haha.

The Pursuit of Happiness....just give me some thought that I wish I won't be that poor till the rest of my life. I understand that sacrify and hardness are the process of getting a better life, happiness and success. Sometime I just wonder, whether I can work as hard as him. A man of today might not be the man of tomorrow.

Yesterday, mood a bit down. Just received the apprasal form from upper management. Overall still ok, as expected and self rating, but not agree in the comment, a wording used by my team leader. Just feel like he thought I'm doing an easy task, which in reality I still keep touching up the base which he built last time. Work of life is never that easy.

Initially thinking to go to office to clear up something today, Saturday. However, as my mood is quite not balance since yesterday, since I received the appraisal form, and get to know that my team leader is taking off a few days to a place of my targetted dream holdiay, thus, here am I now to update my blog, and clearing housework.

Yesterday reject a friend's invitation to go to Batu Caves. Not a good timing for this week, even though I am very interested to visit the place. As time pass, and ages get increase, I can't afford to have two whole days outing during weekend, as still need to have good rest to face the coming weekdays work challenges. A bit of mad of myself, as previously I'm quite sporting to come out with friends even though is a last minute call. Have I changed?

Even though is always busy as usual during weekend, but sometime still feel boring and lonely. Thinking to have dinner with friends but........I just feel very lazy to travel today..........people saying this as......"fan jian", haha!

That's all for this time blog update. Looking forward for my mandarin articles in future, I hope so.