28.9.08
27.9.08
最近的我
那天在blog里曾经说过,有位朋友的朋友,叫我帮忙为他的音乐写词.那是他学业上的assignment.虽然几年前有尝试写词,但那时是没有曲的,而且最后也被Wayfarer退货.自此就没再试过了.这一次,或许想在沉闷的生活上洒下一点火花,也或许就是只为了帮朋友,就答应尽我能力了.
用了两个周日晚上,忙到零晨一点钟.生活上因为工作已经是很累,再加上挨夜,真的累坏了.
今天去massage,顺便要医师帮我把一把脉.结果应我所料,以中医角度来说,身体状况不是很好.应该是非常不够休息吧.
那天与一位朋友吃饭.他也说我脸色憔悴.我该是自我反省,改一改,调整过来了.
从没在部落格上提过,我曾在四月升职.上个月工作上重组,有了自己的team.不能说没压力.感觉很多东西要做,很多东西还没做,晚上睡觉都不安稳,特别是刚过的这个星期.
昨天有个training,不懂说到什么的时候,presenter就说曾经有个staff老板觉得很有potential的,被委派接手一个division,但结果他拒绝了.Presenter也说,其实每个人都不一样.与其压力得没好睡,倒不如remain在existing department and stream,在自己有confident的area get promoted.我感觉那个presenter仿佛在说我.幸好那时没有接受,不然现在一定manage不来.压力和情绪管理,还有很多要学.
烦人的事说了好多,说说好消息.为朋友的朋友写的词,被收货了!很高兴,比被promoted还高兴.至少我知道我在这一方面,是还不错的.或许以后还可以做做part time,哈哈!
14.9.08
Should I wear big size T-shirt again?
Yesterday received a comment from my good friend. Well, actually is a comment from another friend, and both of them feeling the same way. They asked me don't ever wear big size T-shirt again!...after saw my photos taking in Bali...for your information, during the 5 days 4 nights trip there, I did wear a non body-tide T-shirt for one day.
Reason of my friend given, after she gets comment from another two friends:
1) During the Bali trip, we went for spa. Girls were together when we did jacuzzi. From there, they get to know that I am not type of "save oil's lamp" (in mandarin, hehe). Even though I am thin, they feel that I have "asset" to show off and why not. Guys are always type of eye-entertaining feature.
Well, didn't say anything after my friend told me her comment. Maybe I will try to, but don't think I will totally, completely and 100% doing it.
The reason I have:
1) If choosing look pretty or feel comfortable, I think I will always choose comfortable.
Example:
- Went for holiday in Bali is more to relax and having fun. The 1st point of course is not "look pretty in photos". Some more went for holiday, I will try to cut down the weight of luggage. Accessories, hair treatment oil, make-up things, things to match colour for blouse, hehe...sorry lo.....those thing I only able to do in KL :)
- The only one day I wear non body-tide T-shirt in Bali was when we went to Kintamani. They said the weather there is like Cameron Highlands. I am type of afraid of cold. So I chose to wear comfortable.
- A lot of girls always wear high heels when going to shopping mall. They might just jalan-jalan or shopping with friends, boyfriend or whoever. They look prettier with high heels. And sorry that I choose to wear sandals because wearing high heels is hurting my feet if long hours.
2) I haven't found my Mr.Right. However, if a guy is only looking at me due to my pretty, I will "pei si" him (in cantonese, together with finger sign LJ, like in Hong Kong movies, hehe). I do not say I am not pretty, but I am prefer people appreciate me because of my inner beauty :)
3) Above two might be wrong. The main reason is, I am just different compare to other girls!
Hehe......
Anyway, I am still girl.....will try to upload more prettier photos to this blog next time.
7.9.08
Holiday in Bali....Day 2, 3 & 4
Holiday in Bali....some scenaries that impressed me....
Day 2:
Kintamani - Lake Butar (the 2nd largest lake in Bali) besides Volcano:
Having lunch at restoran while enjoying the good view
Day 3:
Lovina - went to see dolphin, but mostly are video taken, so will not sharing here....took some photos for sunrise from the boat too.
Tanah Lot:
Day 4:
Besakih Temple - The Mother of Temple in Bali
Chinese Song's Lyric
Many many years ago, a friend asked me to try to write lyric for songs and he composes the music. I have tried one or two. Not good comment I received, frankly speaking. Still need a lot of improvement. The effort stopped there and both of us didn't go further after that. We were busy, haha.
Yesterday, emm, should be the day before yesterday, a friend called, asked me to help her "aiya sai lou" to write lyric. It is a college's assignment. This time is tougher, already has music before lyric. Well, already accept to give it a try but at the meantime asked my friend to try to ask others. I don't think I can hand up a satisfied output. However, no harm to give it a try....after so many years....life is quite boring here....working and working....it's time to try out something new, extremely new, haha.....hope my knife is not in stain yet, hahaha.....
Wish me luck!
Some Thought on 06092008
Went out for movie and dinner with two friends just now. Normally I shall not watch this kind of movie in cinema, but due to celebrating my friend's belated birthday, we did as he wish =) (Happy Belated Birthday!!)
Have some thought and want to leave a few notes here tonight....regarding the movie. A movie from Singapore, "Money Not Enough" some sort of that...the mother has Alzheimer's disease and starting to ask her son repeated question. Have some feel on this scene. Even though my father is not having this disease (touch wood), but due to the lose of short term memory after a minor stroke few years ago, sometime he also ask question repeatedly. I am not staying with him all the time, but I know it needs a lot of patient, and thank God my mom and brother are always with him. During the movie, the audiences are laughing about the scene, but what I feel, is a taste of sour. It make me think further that, what is the best I can do, if someday in future, my parent fell sick. It is always not easy to make everything perfect....
Tonight get to know some bad incidents happen to my friend for the past two three weeks. Personal, family and work. It is always not easy to get through all the obstacles at one time. I am not the kind who is good in comforting people. Wish what I did just now are just fine. Have some thought about this also....three weeks....just a three weeks....so many incidents can happen...life is too fragile and short...
Wish we live as what we should do, do as what we live for....