Summary of message to my friends....as at 23/11/2008

Today accidentally dropped my handphone. Not my 1st time, but guess is the last time for this motorola handphone, because it is spoilt now. Tonight free of phone connection both with family and friends. Thought will have more time to online but find out not really. Guess I'm busy enjoying my life, haha! (note: learning this from my favourite tv series "Criminal Minds". Voice mail:"Hai...this is xxx. I'm unable to answer your call right now as I'm busy enjoying my life. Please leave your message after beeps."). Hehe....

Online searching what phone I would like to buy this time. Target is Sony Ericsson's brand as I haven't get any product of it so far. Still looking...the web is a bit slow...

Today is a healthy day for me. Went for gym, and have my home cook porridge as dinner. Did hair treatment just now as well. Quite enjoying, isn't?

Early of last week was quite relaxing. Left office about 7pm for three days continuously. Slept earlier really give differences. Feel more energetic. However, things pop out in office on Thurs and Fri. End up I worked on Sat as well. Poor I! Feeling imbalance in mood, as like clearing mess at last minutes which I suppose not hands on to do. Hope coming week things getting better.

Well, this weekend end up not going to The Mines for the bookfest. Can say is lazy, haha. Not planning to buy books also, as I still have lots of books queuing up to be read. Feel pity and mad with myself as I missed a talk last Sunday. A talk given by 蔡澜and倪匡.

Ya, last weekend, spent time with my ji mui as planned earlier. Quite late to find out there is a talk in The Mines. If really want to go, can de...just a bit rush lo. However, sometime I found out, I am too tolerating with neither her nor her schedule lo. We went for shopping at last as she needs to find some accessories to attend a wedding dinner. Even though I end up bought a pair of dinner shoes as well, but later when I watched tv news saw some short view about the talk that I miss, ei seh...a bit mad with myself lo, haha...

Haii...don't know why la...to other people I can hold my stand quite well, but to her le...haiii...guess there are some girls who you hardly to say no to...Can't remember when is the time already, after my hard time exam, I thought to have KFC. But end up having something else after met up with her as she didn't think to have KFC. Cham...how should I do to fly across her five fingers? Hahaha…There is one friend of us, guy, who personally told me not to over tolerate with her….Guess starting from now, I have to act to be more “me” in front of her….hehehe…and…how good if I have same point of that as well, tiny also good…at least can let other people hardly to say no to me, hahaha….

Ok, actually there are quite some stories I would like to share in my blog. Initially thinking to write in long for each story but didn’t think able to do it as now is already 11+pm Sunday. So, to cut it short….

Early of this month, 2nd Nov, I participated in The Sun Motor Hunt. This is my 1st time of joining treasure hunt, and it is really a good experience. Even though I am not too good in figuring out the clues and guessing, I really enjoying the hunt. And guess what, our team won a prize! A small prize indeed, a hair dryer. Anyway, it is an encouragement for me and I am looking forward to join more hunts in future.

Last Sunday, joint a voluntary work in recycle center. Even though already start be to more green environment lover, after joining their work only found out there are lots of things I still haven’t know. I have thrown so many things into dustbin previously without knowing they can be recycled. Oh ya, forget to acknowledge that it has been almost a month I always bring Tupperware to “ta pao” food from outside. I have cut down more than 95% polystyrene usage. A success for me, isn’t?

Emm…yii…what else stories I want to share liao tim….haha…well, that’s another reason I rarely write happy things in my blog as well. Happy time pass fast and when have time to sit down to write, memory suddenly like blank, haha.

Oh, owing Mr.MC an article after we chat through sms two weeks ago….want to elaborate more about an idea I said…ooh…the last text I want to elaborate more was kept in handphone and now my handphone is spoilt…unable to refer now tim….(cracking my head)….well, Mr.MC, tolerate a bit ya…maybe will out of topic a bit….hahaha….

How to understand yourself better??? Well, the 1st step is spend more time yourself, alone. Hey, not watching tv or football at home alone!!! Hehe….

Life for me is not easy starting from beginning. Not bad comparing to the others who are more unfortunate. Thus I am still appreciating with what I have and who am I now. Like those stories from newspaper, from people who get cancer. They felt disease is a type of gift from God which helps them to appreciate life better. I think it should be true. Those obstacles I have gone through previously help me to grow to who I am now. When life is down, reading and religion are part of things that keep holding me. I can say, reading and thinking are the ways to help you understand yourself, besides a walk through the obstacles. Anyway, the 1st thing is, you must enjoying spending time yourself, right? Haha…

Another idea I share out….a special one is the one who helps you to grow to be a better one…Sometime I am thinking, there are lots of friends in this world. Life is fun with them, hi hi ha ha enjoying. However, when we cool down and be alone, we shall feel like something is missing. It might be difficult to voice out what is it actually, and thus we keep searching and looking. Looking for a direction?? Guess we are seeking for a growth, a more meaningful life.

Wish friends of mine, include myself, be a better one every single day! Gan bei!